days

kali ini curhat pk translate lagu..

Each word you casually exchange with me
Is such a precious treasure to me
But I myself feel a bit embarrassed about this
So if you knew, you would surely laugh at me

I want to see you, I want to see you
I want to hear your voice at least
And I sometimes call you with no special reason

My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

I've known for a long time that you have someone precious
Because it's clear from your smile

Though it's true I spend some nights
Feeling so sad, so sad
And feeling a tightening in my chest

If I just think of you
My heart has the meaning to live
I expect nothing special from you
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Please let me keep on loving you

kali ini translate lagunya ayumi yg ini bikin nangis,krn sesuai dgn perasaanku saat ini.. apalagi kata2 "I've known for a long time that you have someone precious..Because it's clear from your smile" sama "Can I stay loving you forever just like this?" sampe speachless krn bnr2 menggambarkan perasaan bgt..

ayumi hamasaki emg hebat ^^b

mizerable by Gackt

Ki zukanai furi woshite
Chiisana mado kara tooku wo mitsumeteta
Sora ni hirogaru tenshi no koe
Kaze ni dakarete

Hitomi ni utsuru zawanameki wa nannimo kikoenakute
Tadaima wa "amai toki no itazura da" to
Sora ni tsubuyaita

Mawaru, mawaru... okizari ni sareta jikan no naka de watashi wa ima
Les miserables
Ai shisugita anata ga kabegiwa no mukou de
Sotto waratteru

Todokanai kono omoi dake... toiki ni nosete

Tsumetai kaze wo abinagara
Kurikaesu yoru ni omoi wo egaiteta
Sotto kuchizusamu melody wa
Toki ni kizamarete kieru
Nido to modorenai kanashimi wa wasurerarenakute
Ima mo yureru omoi ni somaru koto dekinai karada ga
Kowaresou de...

Hitorikiri no kanashimi wa doko ni yukeba kieru
"Wa ta shi ni a su wa a ru no..."

Mawaru, mawaru... okizari ni sareta jikan no naka de watashi wa ima
Les miserables
Ai shisugita anata ga kabegiwa no mukou de
Sotto waratteru
Les miserables

Fukaku fukaku ochite iku wasure kaketa yume no naka de watashi wa ima
Les miserables
Ai shisugita anata ga kabegiwa no mukou de
Sotto waratteru

Todokanai kono omoi dake... toiki ni nosete




~English Translation~

Pretending not to notice,
I gazed far outside a small window.
The voice of an angel fills the sky,
was Embraced by the wind...

The noise reflected in your eyes can't hear
a thing.
Now it's just "a trick of when i was naive"
I whispered to the sky

Around and round... In the time left behind, I am
now,
Les miserable!
You who I loved too much are now on the other side of the wall
softly smiling...

My feelings will never reach you... I'll put them in a sigh

Bathed in the cold wind,
Imagining these feelings night after night..
The melody I hum softly ,
Is etched in time and disappears.
I can't forget the sadness that will I can never go back.
Even now I can't dye myself with these swaying emotions, and my body
Is about to break...

Where can I go to make the lonelyness disaper?
"I h a v e t o m o r r o w......"

Turn, Turn, Caught inside this time that abandoned me, I am now,
Les miserable.
You who I loved too much are now on the other side of the wall
Softly smiling
Les miserable

Falling deeply into an almost forgotten dream, I
am now:
Les miserable.
You who I loved too much are now on the other side of the wall
Softly smiling...

My feelings will never reach you... I'll put them
in a sigh

menunggu

ngepost ini sambil terbaring sakit.. seluruh badan terasa lemes bgt,smp tadi pagi gk sanggup bangun dari tempat tidur..
tidur gk enak,makan gk nafsu.. lama2 aku bener2 depresi.. stres..
I think I'm going crazy.....

smua gr2 kejadian kemarin,krn sebuah kata2 yg akhirnya membebani pikiranku..
"seandainya itu semua gk sampai ke orangnya lagi,kmu harus melupakannya selamanya....."

ngedelete semuanya??? apa aku bisa??? baru mendapat kata2 itu aja aku segini depresinya...
smua mimpiku semalam terasa nyata... dalam mimpiku aku berharap semua itu sampai ke tempatnya... setidaknya hanya itu yg bisa aku harapkan.. karena kalau meminta balasannya itu terlalu tinggi...

selalu dalam mimpi,bahkan saat aku bangun aku berharap semua itu sampai...

sekarang menunggu dengan harap2 cemas kabar beritanya dari sang pengirim..
selalu berharap waktu cepat berlalu,tapi entah kenapa berjalan dengan sangat lambat..

walaupun dalam hati aku berharap semua ini berjalan dengan lambat.. aku takut dengan kabar buruk yg mungkin akan terjadi.. aku berharap aku bisa menghilang jadi tidak akan mengetahui kabar itu...

aku mungkin tidak bisa menghadapi kabar buruk itu.. aku pasti tidak sanggup menghadapi kehancuran hatiku.. mungkin aku bisa gila atau mati.. atau menghilang dari hidup ini.. menjauh dari semua hal tentang dia... menguburnya selamanya... tapi tidak membencinya...

tapi masih ada harapan.. semoga hari ini bisa aku lalui dengan sebuah kabar gembira.. semoga tidak ada kabar buruk yg sampai...

depresi..

bahkan mendengar suara hpku aja bikin aku kaget setengah mati.. tanganku gemetar tiap hp itu bunyi...

Tuhan,tolong sampaikan pesan itu padanya.... onegai~~
aku hanya bisa berharap pada-Mu... dan si pengantar pesan...

onegai~~~ sblm ini jd yg terakhir.. aku butuh dy menjadi temanku lg...


demamku makin tinggi...... T_T